Crossroad Ahead............

Ok so I haven't been getting along very well with my  boyfriend. In fact, we broke up this weekend over something stupid. He completely disrespected me in public and I guess that's not really something that is stupid. If they don't respect you, you can't allow them to disrespect you.

I don't think he realizes what living life in pain is like. If I could teach compassion I would. There will be a time when he will understand it I'm sure. Right now I find myself caught in a big quandry of life.

Do I stop, turn right, turn left, or go straight ahead in to unchartered waters? We both have hot heads and I understand that. I don't throw hateful words out though. He's thrown some doozies out and those are the things that will scar my heart every time. I'm hoping that he sees that because it has to stop. I love being with him and I enjoy our time together it's just whether or not we can learn to argue correctly. I'm not a big fan of arguing period but I know it's part of life. We shall see what happens. I'm confident and hopeful.

I'm still driving the ghetto hoopdy and it's getting pretty funny seeing what it will do when you touch something. You never know. The kids think it's hysterical. Dodge agreed to fix my car so I'm excited about that! Only one more week and I have my car back! YAY......................

I'm off to go solve the world's chicken issues. Have a good day!